This site is a tribute to Parker Lee & Arthur Lee 

Born on the 8th November 2022 

24 weeks 3 days Gestation 

At 10:33am

For one second, I thought my baby boys were pushing limits and we were going to beat the odds like we did with the TTTS - Twin To Twin Transfusion Syndrome. 

Parker was born first and just 10 seconds after, Arthur was here too. Both alive and stable our hearts were beaming I cannot describe how thankful I was, our boys were breathing..  I was so worried about them being born not breathing once born that I didn't think Id loose them once they were here!!

Parker I never thought I'd be punished I mean I was hand expressed milk ready minutes after they were swooped away and they said they were stable, I never thought I be given this sweet gift not just me but my family, the love my life Cameron and my little girl who I can't even look in the eyes cause I don't want to tell her her baby brothers are gone, I and Cameron was called after waiting hours to go see Parker , but once being asked to be seen I just knew, soon as we walked in I and Cameron sunk you could see something wasn't right we were told our sweet Parker was sick and nothing was working they were out of options we made the hardest decision of our life to stop and just be with him, we asked about Arthur they said he was good and stable at that moment they asked did we want to hold Parker as they turned the machines off, me and cam sunk ill never forget the pain in cams eyes my best friend, sole mate everything we been through why us?? At 5.53pm Parker Lee Baitup cwtched on my chest me and his daddy spoke to him told him it's okay and we love him his big sister loves him and to be out of pain, I felt his heart stop on my chest the same minute mine stopped everything was upside down, the moments before I feel selfish to say when I held Parker i asked about Arthur while praying the doctor did not show same face he was stable at the moment I think at that moment I knew Arthur was smaller, id been giving something so amazing and for some reason it was all being ripped away from me and I couldn't do nothing all the doctors running around the faces no one can look u in the eye, every part of it I just thought why us! We sat byside Arthur watching all the faces, all the things they tried to save our boy no one wanting to tell us we was gonna loose our last baby boy, despite all they efforts our sweet boy cwtched with his daddy and joined his brother on My chest At 18.06pm